Thursday, January 20, 2005
Don't expect me to pen a self-help book any time soon, as I make no pretenses toward actually having control of my life.
The fact is, right now my life seems to be at a grand crossroads, actually several crossroadses, and this week it has been idly waiting for the fickle finger of fate to make its call.
Firstly, I may or may not lose my job soon. Too boring to really discuss in detail, but it involves me being a non-student, and apparently a lot of non-students weren't allowed to work there this semester and I was supposed to be one of them.
Secondly, you see, there's this girl whom I've adored for a while, and she has a boyfriend. There are rumors on the internets that they broke up. But there are still other rumors that they may get back together.
Threely, I'm pretty broke, like, fucking BROKE; and I've applied for a well-paying part-time city job that I believe I'm pretty qualified for. If I am hired for it, it will mean fiscal sustainability, success, and general rainbows for me. Will I get it?
Fourally, I don't know if I'm a slacking bastard or someone with a work ethic but no motivation. My work on MNIJ2 will help solve this quandary. Will I finish this project? Or will I give up like usual? This question impacts my future hugely.
?????????????????What will happen??????????????
Incidentally, Jake and I were talking about the word "potate." I think I made it up. But it's a hilarious verb. I would think it would mean "to produce potatoes." Boy, the farm is really potating this year!
The fact is, right now my life seems to be at a grand crossroads, actually several crossroadses, and this week it has been idly waiting for the fickle finger of fate to make its call.
Firstly, I may or may not lose my job soon. Too boring to really discuss in detail, but it involves me being a non-student, and apparently a lot of non-students weren't allowed to work there this semester and I was supposed to be one of them.
Secondly, you see, there's this girl whom I've adored for a while, and she has a boyfriend. There are rumors on the internets that they broke up. But there are still other rumors that they may get back together.
Threely, I'm pretty broke, like, fucking BROKE; and I've applied for a well-paying part-time city job that I believe I'm pretty qualified for. If I am hired for it, it will mean fiscal sustainability, success, and general rainbows for me. Will I get it?
Fourally, I don't know if I'm a slacking bastard or someone with a work ethic but no motivation. My work on MNIJ2 will help solve this quandary. Will I finish this project? Or will I give up like usual? This question impacts my future hugely.
?????????????????What will happen??????????????
Incidentally, Jake and I were talking about the word "potate." I think I made it up. But it's a hilarious verb. I would think it would mean "to produce potatoes." Boy, the farm is really potating this year!
