Sunday, January 09, 2005
Good god. Since I got back from New York, I've had absolutely no motivation to do anything at all. Remember that list of unfinished projects I need to work on? Every morning I lie in bed and think, "well, it's still Winter Break; you've got plenty of time to make some big progress on that stuff!" but it ends up taking a ton of effort just to get out of bed, and then huge amounts of caffeine are required to make me do anything other than sit on my ass all day.
It's depressing as hell! Where does one find motivation? I think it may just be the whole winter thing. Perhaps all I need are some more direct solar rays.
It's not all been disappointing though. Today was a net positive, I believe. I bought some new shoes. I went to the library and got a ton of CDs. I subsequently burned these CDs onto my computer, which brought my monster Winamp playlist up to over 5,000 files, and 381 hours (more than two weeks of music!) long. I watched some classic Ren and Stimpy episodes with Jesse and Jake. Then I saw Kinsey with same. Kinsey is really darned good! It's refreshing to see a clearheaded, open-minded view of sexuality from an American perspective. I highly recommend it. That is, to anyone who doesn't believe that God blew up the space shuttle because of gays.
It's depressing as hell! Where does one find motivation? I think it may just be the whole winter thing. Perhaps all I need are some more direct solar rays.
It's not all been disappointing though. Today was a net positive, I believe. I bought some new shoes. I went to the library and got a ton of CDs. I subsequently burned these CDs onto my computer, which brought my monster Winamp playlist up to over 5,000 files, and 381 hours (more than two weeks of music!) long. I watched some classic Ren and Stimpy episodes with Jesse and Jake. Then I saw Kinsey with same. Kinsey is really darned good! It's refreshing to see a clearheaded, open-minded view of sexuality from an American perspective. I highly recommend it. That is, to anyone who doesn't believe that God blew up the space shuttle because of gays.
