Saturday, June 25, 2005
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My aunt died yesterday. I liked her a lot. She died unexpectedly from complications after a kidney transplant. So it goes.
Today I played in a string quartet at Chris's brother's wedding. I wonder if anyone noticed the misanthropic smirk I wore through the ceremony. I hate wedding music. I hate how Christian weddings and cell phone ringtones are now just about the general public's only exposure to classical music. I'm incredibly skeptical about weddings. Well. I guess what I'm really skeptical about is love in general. I always have been, but whenever I speak up about it, it tends to ruffle a lot of feathers. Too bad.
I've been feeling quite defeated lately. Not only that, I've been feeling less and less willing to make funny blog posts that pretend everything is totally all right. I'm also not willing to talk about incredibly personal stuff here, so this may be my last post for a while. Unless things get better. Do things ever get better?
Today I played in a string quartet at Chris's brother's wedding. I wonder if anyone noticed the misanthropic smirk I wore through the ceremony. I hate wedding music. I hate how Christian weddings and cell phone ringtones are now just about the general public's only exposure to classical music. I'm incredibly skeptical about weddings. Well. I guess what I'm really skeptical about is love in general. I always have been, but whenever I speak up about it, it tends to ruffle a lot of feathers. Too bad.
I've been feeling quite defeated lately. Not only that, I've been feeling less and less willing to make funny blog posts that pretend everything is totally all right. I'm also not willing to talk about incredibly personal stuff here, so this may be my last post for a while. Unless things get better. Do things ever get better?
